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Copyright,  Caiads,  1919 
THE  MDSSON  BOOK  CO.,  LIMITED 
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The  Schoolboy  in  the  War 

By  NELLIE  SPENCE 


DON'T  be  too  hard  on  that  boy!  He's 
Wallace's  brother,  you  know.  You 
ought  to  show  a  little  mercy  for  Wai- 
lie's  sake." 

The  scene  was  a  class-room  in  a  well-known 
Canadian  school ;  the  time  about  four  in  the 
afternoon  some  seven  years  ago.  I  was  in 
charge  of  a  motley  assembly  of  delinquents  who 
had  been  gathered  in  from  all  the  forms  to  do 
a  half-hour's  penance  for  various  sins  of  the 
day.  A  small  boy  occupying  a  back  seat  had 
been  into  some  mischief,  and  I  had  just  brought 
him  up  to  the  front  and  was  in  the  act  of  de- 
livering a  little  homily  for  his  benefit  when  one 
of  my  colleagues  entered  the  room  and  whis- 
pered the  above  admonition.  The  small  boy 
overheard  the  whisper  and  smiled  a  roguish  and 
knowing  smile,  as  much  as  to  say,  "I  guess  I'm 
all  right  now!" 

That  little  mischief-loving  lad  of  seven  years 
ago  was  destined  to  lay  down  his  life  in  the 
last  and  most  epic  phase  of  the  great  World 
War. 

In  his  History  of  the  Battle  of  the  Somme, 
John  Buchan  pays  a  high  tribute  to  the  School- 


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boy  in  the  War.  "When  our  great  armies  were 
improvised,"  he  says,  "the  current  fear  was 
that  a  sufficient  number  of  trained  officers 
could  not  be  provided  to  lead  them.  But  the 
fear  was  groundless.  The  typical  public-school 
boy  proved  a  born  leader  of  men.  His  good- 
humour  and  camaraderie,  his  high  sense  of  duty, 
his  personal  gallantry  were  the  qualities  most 
needed  in  the  long  months  of  trench  warfare. 
When  the  advance  came  he  was  equal  to  the  oc- 
casion. Most  of  the  righting  was  in  small  units, 
and  the  daring  and  intrepidity  of  men  who  a 
little  while  before  had  been  schoolboys  was  a 
notable  asset  in  this  struggle  of  sheer  human 
quality.  The  younger  officers  sacrificed  them- 
selves freely,  and  it  was  the  names  of  platoon 
commanders  that  filled  most  of  the  casualty 
lists." 

Though  speaking  in  general  terms,  Buchan 
has  evidently  in  mind  the  English  "public"- 
school  boy,  the  boy  of  Eton  and  Rugby  and 
Harrow.  Following  afar  off  his  great  example, 
I  wish,  while  writing  under  a  general  title,  to 
pay  a  tribute  to  the  Canadian  Schoolboy  in  the 
War.  Some  recognition  of  his  work  and  spirit 
is  long  overdue;  and,  failing  a  worthier  voice 
and  pen,  I  am  constrained  to  essay  the  high, 
heroic  theme.  Arma  puerumque  cano — and  oh, 
how  much  more  inspiring  a  figure  is  the  Boy 
than  the  Man  to-day!  the  Boy  who  went  forth, 
even  as  did  the  lad  David  in  the  days  of  old, 


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and  with  the  self-same  purpose — to  slay  Goliath ! 

"O  men  with  many  scars  and  stains, 

Stand  back,  abase  your  souls  and  pray! 
For  now  to  Nineteen  are  the  gains, 
And  golden  Twenty  wins  the  day." 

As  it  is  easier  to  deal  with  a  subject  in  the 
concrete  than  in  the  abstract,  I  am  going  to  de- 
scribe the  Canadian  Schoolboy  soldier  in  the 
person  of  that  one  whom  I  have  known  best,  per- 
haps, of  all  the  boys — bela^ea — £O*H= — s 
hundred  in  number — who  passed  (many  of  them 
directly,  some  after  an  interval  at  college  or 
business)  from  the  study  of  history  in  my  class- 
room to  the  making  of  history  overseas.  That 
one  is  the  little  lad  to  whom  I  showed  mercy 
for  his  brother's  sake  some  seven  years  ago.  If 
I  can  succeed  in  drawing  a  faithful  picture  of 
him,  I  shall  have  succeeded  approximately  in 
describing  the  Canadian  Schoolboy  in  general. 
And  perhaps  the  picture  may  stand  for  the 
Schoolboy  in  a  still  more  general  sense,  since 
(though  I  may  be  pardoned  for  thinking  that 
there  is  no  Schoolboy  in  the  world  quite  like 
the  Canadian  Schoolboy)  it  is  likely  that  the 
Schoolboy  is  much  the  same  the  world  over; 
or,  at  any  rate,  in  free  countries,  where  he  is 
allowed  to  grow  up  as  a  plant  in  God's  own  sun- 
shine ;  where  discipline  at  home  or  school  rests 
more  on  moral  than  on  physical  force ;  where 
the  stress  is  laid  on  the  spirit  rather  than  on 
the  letter  of  the  law;  where  a  real  comradeship 


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is  possible  between  child  and  parent,  pupil  and 
teacher. 

Is  it  necessary  to  express  the  hope  that,  in 
these  days  when  we  are  all  being  drawn  together 
by  a  feeling  of  kinship  and  by  a  sympathy  which 
is  born  of  sorrow,  the  personal  note  (none  other 
is  possible  in  such  a  sketch  as  this),  and  the 
mention  of  things  intimate  and  sacred  may  be 
pardoned? 

My  acquaintance  with  the  boy  Alan,  begun 
thus  dramatically,  did  not  develop  much  until 
two  years  later,  when  he  entered  one  of  my 
classes.  So  my  knowledge  of  him  extends  back 
over  the  past  five  years — one  lustrum,  to  use  the 
old  Roman  time-unit,  of  a  life  that  numbered 
only  four. 

From  the  beginning  I  found  him  a  very  in- 
teresting pupil,  especially  because  a  certain 
complexity  in  his  character  baffled  me  for  a  long 
time.  It  was  only  when  I  made  the  discovery 
that  he  was  not,  as  I  had  thought,  all-Scotch,  but 
Irish  on  his  mother's  side,  that  I  began  to  un- 
derstand him.  He  had  lost  that  mother  shortly 
before  my  acquaintance  with  him  began,  and  I 
know  her  only  through  a  beautiful  picture  and 
some  very  lovable  traits  transmitted  to  her  chil- 
dren. But  the  Scottish  side  of  Alan  seemed  to 
predominate,  and  it  was  Lowland  Scotch  at  that 
(and  surely  the  Lowland  Scot  is  the  least  un- 
derstandable as  he  is  the  least  expansive  of 
human  beings).  "You  may  be  half -Irish,  but  you 


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are  still  three-quarters  Scotch,"  I  said  to  him 
more  than  once;  and  I  tried  hard  to  coax  that 
Irish  part  out  to  a  more  equable  proportion.  It 
was  that  part,  with  its  mysticism  and  its  poetry, 
that  appealed  to  me. 

My  second  year's  acquaintance  with  Alan 
was  his  last  at  the  school,  the  year  igi4-'i5. 
That  first  year  of  the  war  was  the  most  wonder- 
ful in  the  history  of  our  school,  as,  I  daresay, 
of  all  Canadian  schools.  There  never  was,  there 
never  could  be  again,  a  year  like  it.  We  were 
all  in  a  state  of  patriotic  exaltation,  and  the  re- 
lationship of  teachers  and  pupils  became  a  much 
closer  and  finer  thing  than  could  have  been  pos- 
sible under  any  other  circumstances.  Of  all  the 
boys  in  attendance  that  year  three  became  es- 
pecially endeared  because  of  their  active  assist- 
ance and  interest  in  our  patriotic  work.  There 
was  George,  English  of  the  English,  to  whom 
loyalty  was  as  the  very  air  he  breathed.  There 
was  Raymond,  the  Yankee  lad  (but  of  old  Aca- 
dian stock),  who  was  almost  the  best  Britisher 
of  us  all.  And  there  was  Alan,  who  had  a 
double  heritage  of  the  fighting  spirit,  and,  more- 
over, like  the  other  two,  a  beautiful  enthusiasm 
for  all  that  was  noble  and  fine.  All  three  were 
prominent  in  the  school  life  because  of  natural 
qualities  of  leadership,  and  because  of  offices 
to  which  their  fellow-students  had  elected  them 
in  the  Literary  Society,  the  Rugby  Team,  and 
other  organizations.  When  the  girls  of  the 


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school  were  "mobilised"  into  a  Knitting  "Bri- 
gade," these  boys  volunteered  to  act  as  our 
financiers.  "Don't  you  worry  about  money," 
they  said.  "We'll  get  it  out  of  the  fellows.  If 
the  girls  are  going  to  do  the  knitting,  it's  only 
fair  for  the  boys  to  find  the  money."  It  was 
never  neccessary  to  tell  them  that  our  ex- 
chequer was  empty,  for  every  little  while  one  or 
another  would  come  along  with  the  anxious  in- 
quiry, "How  are  you  off  for  cash?"  I  never 
quite  got  over  the  novelty  of  the  sensation 
caused  by  such  solicitude  on  the  part  of  a  pupil 
over  the  state  of  my  finances.  Not  to  make  too 
heavy  demands  upon  the  boys'  pocket-money, 
we  got  up  a  play  or  two  (we  seemed  to  be  over- 
flowing with  energy),  and  our  relationship  be- 
came thus  closer  than  ever.  We  all  liked  to 
have  George  and  Alan  act  together,  for  they 
"played  up"  to  each  other  perfectly,  and  were 
such  an  interesting  contrast — George,  the  typi- 
cal Anglo-Saxon,  with  fair  skin  and  warm 
colouring;  Alan,  the  typical  Gael,  with  dark 
hair  and  deep  blue  eyes.  Both  had  real  histri- 
onic ability;  but,  while  George  acted  upon  all 
instructions  with  readiness  and  quickness, 
Alan,  with  a  perversity  that  was  probably  a 
blending  of  Scottish  and  Irish  obstinacy,  often 
proved  intractable  to  the  very  last,  when  he 
would  come  out  with  all  the  requisites  of  his 
role  according  to  instructions  given  at  re- 
hearsals, and  with  improvements  and  additions 


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of  his  own  inventive  fancy.  Once  during  the 
year  the  boys  put  on  a  wonderful  Minstrel 
Show,  in  which  Alan,  with  Tartan  facings  on 
his  coat-lapels  and  a  rich  burr  in  his  accent, 
played  the  part  of  one  Sandy  McTeich  in  in- 
imitable fashion. 

All  too  soon  the  year  sped  away,  shadowed 
toward  the  close  by  St.  Julien  and  Festubert. 
At  the  latter  place  Alan's  eldest  brother,  Gor- 
don, was  killed.  I  had  never  known  him  per- 
sonally, but,  as  Alan  often  used  to  slip  into  my 
class-room  after  hours  to  show  me  his  letters 
and  talk  about  the  war  (what  an  event  a  letter 
from  overseas  was  in  those  days!),  I  seemed 
to  know  him  very  well  indeed.  All  through  the 
winter  Alan  was  straining  at  the  leash,  though 
he  was  not  seventeen  till  April ;  and  I  was  afraid 
of  the  effect  which  his  brother's  death  might 
have  on  his  intense  Scoto-Irish  nature.  When, 
as  soon  as  the  Matriculation  Examination  (on 
which  he  was  writing)  was  over,  I  heard  that 
he  was  going  over  to  Niagara  Camp,  I  hastened 
out  to  his  home  on  the  little  Credit  River,  care- 
fully preparing  on  the  way  an  array  of  argu- 
ments to  persuade  him  to  wait  another  year. 
But  my  arguments  were  so  many  blank  cart- 
ridges, and  my  reference  to  his  youth  only 
roused  his  ire.  He  was  old  enough — almost  a 
man — he  must  go.  Oh,  the  infinite  pity  and 
pathos  of  it  all! — the  way  these  boys,  little 
more  than  children,  assumed  the  responsibili- 


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ties  of  the  war!  "What  a  mistake,"  wrote  a 
friend  to  me  on  .hearing  of  Alan's  death,  "our 
voluntary  system  was!  It  seemed  so  fine  and 
free,  symbolic  of  our  national  liberty;  but  it 
just  drained  our  country  of  its  very  best — so 
much  youth,  hope,  ambition,  apparently  wasted ! 
The  Americans  have  profited  by  our  lesson.  The 
Draft  System  is  the  only  one,  and  twenty  is 
quite  young  enough  to  take  these  lads  for 
service." 

George  and  Raymond  and  Alan  all  joined 
the  Colours  about  the  same  time,  in  the  summer 
of  1915;  and,  after  a  winter  in  camp  at  Toronto, 
went  overseas  in  1916;  Alan  in  March,  George 
in  May,  Raymond  in  September.  With  them 
went  a  large  number  of  their  comrades  of  the 
campus  and  the  class-room,  many  of  them  skip- 
ping a  year  or  two  in  their  haste  to  reach  mili- 
tary age  and  their  eagerness  to  die  for  their 
country.  Each  year  since  has  seen  a  similar 
exodus,  and  the  old  school  has  become  a  rather 
forlorn  and  desolate  place.  In  fact,  it  has 
seemed  as  if  part,  and  that  the  better  part,  of 
the  school  were  overseas ;  and,  like  the  Jacobites 
of  old,  who  drank  to  the  King  over  the  Water, 
we  have  pledged  our  hearts'  dearest  allegiance 
to  the  lads  who  crossed  the  sea,  the  lads  whose 
deeds  proved  them  to  be  of  the  real  Blood  Royal 
and  whose  Right  Divine  was  therefore  not  to  be 
gainsaid  or  questioned.  If  only  I  had  space  to 
tell  of  their  endeavours  and  achievements  here! 


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There  was  Fleetwood,  in  whom  I  was  given  "a 
third  legal  interest"  by  his  parents,  and  who  was 
sometime  to  take  me  for  my  first  flight  through 
the  blue  Empyrean — when  he  had  made  quite 
sure  of  his  landings  (but  poor  Fleetwood  never 
made  quite  sure  of  those  landings).  There  was 
Harry,  who  did  take  me  for  a  flight  one  day, 
very  real  even  though  imaginary,  away  up  over 
the  lines  on  the  western  front,  assuring  me  that 
I  need  not  be  afraid,  for  he  would  "twist  and 
turn  all  over  the  place,"  and  I  should  see 
"Archie"  shooting  wild;  but  Harry  took  a  last 
flight  all  alone  in  his  little  fighting  'bus  just 
before  Vimy,  and  whither  he  went  no  one  knows 
to  this  day.  There  was  Walter,  whom  we  all 
thought  quite  safe  because  he  was  a  Medical 
Officer  in  Shorncliffe  Hospital,  until  one  day, 
like  a  bolt  from  the  blue,  came  the  news  that  he 
had  died  suddenly  of  overwork.  There  was 
Charlie,  whose  face  was  never  seen  without  a 
smile,  even  in  death,  when  they  found  his  body 
lying  in  No  Man's  Land  beside  that  of  the  com- 
rade whom  he  had  tried  to  carry  through  the 
deep  Flanders  mud.  There  was  Arnold,  the  in- 
trepid Naval  Airman,  who,  having  to  descend 
on  the  German  side  in  Belgium,  passed  through 
a  month  of  such  adventures  and  escapes  as  make 
the  wildest  fiction  seem  tame,  and  who,  after  a 
brief  leave  in  Canada,  returned  to  duty  only, 
alas !  to  be  claimed  a  victim  by  the  insatiable 
North  Sea.  There  was  Douglas  ("Duggie"  of 


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beloved  memory),  a  hero  if  ever  there  was  one, 
who  went  to  the  war  at  seventeen  and  returned 
a  scarred  but  decorated  veteran,  only  to  have  to 
fight  all  his  battles  over  again  in  the  delirium 
of  pneumonia,  and,  worn  out  with  the  double 
struggle,  to  lay  down  his  arms  at  last.  There 
was  Max— but  no,  I  will  not  speak  of  him  or  of 
others  now.  There  is  not  room  on  my  canvas 
for  so  many  figures ;  I  must  keep  to  my  one 
sketch. 

I  have  been  going  through  two  bundles  of 
letters  received  from  Alan:  the  one  covering 
the  year  that  elapsed  till  his  Canadian  furlough; 
the  other  the  year  and  more  since  his  return  to 
the  front.  The  early  letters,  written  in  Eng- 
land, are  brimful  of  enthusiasm — everything  was 
so  fresh  and  interesting.  One  letter — a  long  one 
— describes  a  review  of  the  Fourth  Canadian 
Division  by  the  King  shortly  before  its  de- 
parture for  France.  After  speaking  of  the  pre- 
liminaries, the  boy  goes  on:  "Then  came  a  blast 
on  a  bugle,  and  you  could  hear  the  mutter,  'The 
King  is  coming!'  Finally  came  another  blast, 
and  the  Division  sloped  arms.  First  a  big  car 
rolled  up  with  the  Queen  in  it,  and  then  we 
could  see  the  Royal  Standard  coming  over  the 
hill.  The  King  rode  up  to  the  saluting  base 
with  his  staff  grouped  round  him.  .  .  .  The 
command  came:  'Fourth  Canadians — Royal 
Salute — Present  Arms!'  and  the  Division  came 
to  the  present,  while  the  massed  band  played  the 


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National  Anthem.  Then  we  sloped  arms  again, 
and  there  was  a  minute's  quiet,  when  Gen.  Wat- 
son stood  up  in  his  stirrups  and  called  for  three 
cheers  for  the  King.  You  should  have  heard  a 
Canadian  Division  cheer !  I  never  heard  such  a 
noise  in  all  my  life.  Every  man  put  his  cap 
on  the  end  of  his  rifle  and  cheered  his  lungs 
nearly  away.  When  everything  was  quiet 
again,  the  King  turned  his  horse  and  trotted 
down  beside  the  crowd,  followed  by  his  staff. 
He  circled  around  past  the  artillery  at  a  walk, 
and  came  slowly  up  the  infantry  line.  As  he 
came  up  to  us,  I  heard  Gen.  Watson  say,  'This 
is  the  75th,  Sir,  another  Toronto  Unit.'  Then 
the  King  said,  'There  is  one  thing  we  notice 

about  your  Canadians '  and  they  passed  on." 

The  letter  ends  with  a  reference  to  the  pre- 
parations for  departure  for  France,  "the  place 
I  have  been  longing  to  reach  for  two  years." 
And  now  his  dear  young  body  rests  in  France 
forever ! 

The  first  Battle  of  the  Somme,  begun  on  Do- 
minion Day,  1916,  had  been  in  progress  for 
about  a  month  when  our  boy  crossed  the  Chan- 
nel. From  August  to  December  he  was  in  active 
service.  Like  other  correspondents,  he  was  reti- 
cent about  his  experiences  and  feelings;  but  oc- 
casionally he  broke  silence  and  I  remember,  in 
particular,  a  reference  to  Courcelette  in  one  of 
his  letters,  and  an  enthusiastic  tribute  to  the 
22nd  French-Canadians,  who  covered  themselves 


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with  glory  in  this  action.  Just  before  Christmas 
he  was  stricken  with  appendicitis  and  taken  to 
England.  Writing  from  an  Epsom  war  hospital 
on  Dec.  25,  he  says,  with  a  touch  of  the  humour 
that  was  part  of  his  Celtic  heritage :  "This  is 
the  biggest  hospital  under  one  roof  in  this 
country.  It  was,  before  the  war,  the  London 
County  Insane  Asylum;  so,  you  see,  I  have  at 
last  found  my  level — I  am  an  inmate." 

In  March  of  1917,  almost  an  exact  year  from 
his  departure,  he  came  back  on  a  well-earned 
furlough.  Shall  I  ever  forget  that  Saturday 
morning  when,  answering  a  tap  which  I  took 
to  be  that  of  the  janitor,  I  found  him  at  the  door 
of  my  little  flat?  One  fears  almost  as  much  as 
one  hopes  to  see  these  lads  again;  but  a  single 
look  was  enough  to  show  me  that  he  was  the 
same  clear-eyed  and  clean-souled  boy  who  had 
gone  away — the  war  had  not  coarsened  or  cor- 
rupted him  in  the  least.  In  fact,  he  seemed 
quite  unaltered  that  day;  but,  within  twenty- 
four  hours,  I  noticed  a  great  change  come  over 
him.  For  the  very  day  after  his  arrival  news 
came  of  the  death  of  his  beloved  Commander, 
Col.  Beckett  (who  had  been  like  a  father  to 
him)  ;  and,  though  he  received  the  word  with 
stoical  composure,  he  was  greatly  affected  by 
it.  He  scorned  to  speak  of  nerves,  but  to  those 
of  us  who  knew  him  well  he  could  not  help  be- 
traying himself  occasionally;  and  I  have  reason 
to  know  that  he  spent  many  a  night,  in  a  terrible 


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dream  life,  roaming  up  and  down  No  Man's 
Land,  vainly  searching  for  the  body  of  his  lost 
leader.  He  should  not  have  gone  back  for  a 
long  while,  if  at  all ;  but,  when  I  spoke  to  him 
about  the  matter,  as  I  was  asked  to  do  in  a  letter 
from  his  brother  Wallace,  who  was  then  in 
France,  he  said  decidedly:  "I  could  never  look 
George  and  Ray  and  the  other  fellows  in  the 
face  again  if  I  didn't  go  back.  I  must  go." 

And  so,  one  evening  in  June,  I  saw  my  Boy 
Benjamin  for  the  last  time,  when  he  ran  in  for 
a  few  minutes  to  say  Good-bye.  He  was  cheery 
and  brave,  as  a  matter  of  course,  only  saying,  in 
answer  to  some  inane  remark  of  mine:  "Yes,  I 
know  what  I  am  going  to,  but  I've  got  to  go. 
Don't  you  see  that  I  have  got  to  go?"  And  I 
did  see  that  to  a  lad  of  his  mettle  there  was  no 
staying  at  home,  no  accepting  of  the  "cushy 
job"  that  I  knew  had  been  offered  to  him  in 
Canada.  So  I  could  only  summon  up  my  poor 
pennyworth  of  Irish  and  say  to  him,  "Dia 
Leat !"  explaining  that  it  had  more  virtue  than 
its  nearest  English  equivalent,  "God  bless  you!" 
or  "God  be  with  you!"  "'Leat'  is  a  Dative, 
Alan,"  I  remember  saying,  and  I  had  a  queer 
subconsciousness  of  how  absurdly  pedagogical 
were  my  last  words  to  the  boy — a  little  lesson  on 
Irish  grammar.  Oh,  the  smiles  we  put  on  just 
to  cover  our  tears!  Oh,  the  poor  little  triviali- 
ties with  which  we  camouflage  our  love ! 

He  had  scarcely  left  our  shores  before  news 


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came  of  the  death  of  George,  and,  a  fortnight 
later,  that  of  Raymond  also.  George  had  been 
mortally  wounded  at  Fresnoy,  Raymond  at  La 
Coulotte.  Had  the  news  come  earlier,  I  think 
that  I  should  have  moved  heaven  and  earth  to 
keep  Alan  home.  But,  though  I  might  have 
moved  heaven  and  earth,  I  know  that  I  should 
have  failed  to  move  the  stubborn  resolution  of 
a  boy  in  his  'teens,  made  more  adamantine  as  it 
would  have  been  by  the  loss  of  his  two  friends. 
And  somehow,  though  I  often  wondered  what 
he  had  meant  when  he  had  said,  "I  know  what  I 
am  going  to,"  I  was  buoyed  up  by  a  faith  that 
the  last  of  my  beloved  Trio  would  bear  a 
charmed  life,  and,  winning  through  the  war, 
come  tapping  at  my  door  again  some  happy 
Saturday  morning. 

He  was  in  England  only  a  short  while — Eng- 
land was  dull  and  uninteresting  to  him  now — 
and  presently  word  came  that  he  had  rejoined 
his  old  Unit,  now  under  Col.  Harbottle,  in 
France.  That  was  in  August,  1917;  and,  since 
that  time,  with  the  exception  of  two  brief  fur- 
loughs in  "Blighty,"  he  was  at  the  great  and 
grim  game  in  France  and  Flanders  to  the  end. 
For  a  long  time  he  was  Scout  Officer  for  the 
Battalion,  and  his  work  was,  of  course,  very 
dangerous.  But,  as  I  heard  from  other  officers, 
he  seemed  to  know  no  fear.  "That  boy,"  said 
a  returned  Captain  of  the  ysth  to  me  once,  "used 
to  go  up  and  down  No  Man's  Land  as  if  it  had 


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been  his  own  back  yard" — whereupon  there  was 
dashed  off  a  dissertation  on  the  text,  "Discre- 
tion is  the  better  part  of  valour."  In  due  course 
came  an  answer,  pleading  "Not  Guilty"  to  the 
implied  charge.  "You  see,"  he  wrote,  "my  work 
is  not  easy,  and  my  nights  are  spent  in  the  front 
line  and  in  No  Man's  Land;  but  my  business 
takes  me  there.  .  .  .  You  need  not  worry.  I 
know  enough  about  this  game  to  keep  me  from 
taking  fool  risks,  and  I  have  seen  enough  sights 
to  last  till  the  end  of  my  life." 

A  few  months  after  his  return  to  France  he 
was  promoted  in  rank,  and  became  a  Captain  at 
nineteen.  A  little  later,  in  the  spring  of  1918, 
came  a  Decoration,  the  Military  Cross,  "for  con- 
tinuous good  service  at  the  front  and  con- 
spicuous bravery  on  the  field  of  battle."  When 
I  gave  this  news-item  to  the  press  and  inno- 
cently sent  him  the  clippings,  this  erstwhile 
pupil  of  mine  sent  me  back  a  gentle  reprimand, 
saying  that  he  disliked  publicity,  and  that  there 
had  been  too  many  references  to  his  family  in 
the  papers  to  suit  his  taste.  I  was  reminded  of 
Donald  Hankey's  Average  Englishman,  who 
glories  in  never  having  had  his  name  in  the 
newspapers.  But  I  think  that,  if  he  could  speak 
to-day,  my  boy  would  not  refuse  me  the  privi- 
lege of  penning  this  little  tribute  to  his  memory. 

In  a  letter  dated  August  16,  he  described  the 
drive  which  began  on  the  8th,  praising  the  gal- 
lantry of  Col.  Harbottle  (who  evidently  proved 


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a  worthy  successor  to  Col.  Beckett),  but  griev- 
ing over  the  loss  of  brother  officers,  especially 
Major  Bull,  D.S.O.,  and  Captain  Commins,  M.C. 
But,  proudly  describing  the  advance,  he  says: 
"You  can  hardly  imagine  our  feelings  as  we 
marched  through  mile  after  mile  of  conquered 
country,  past  long  rows  of  German  guns, 
through  wooded  dells  which  but  a  few  hours 
before  had  belonged  to  the  enemy,  finally  going 
through  our  own  glorious  phase  of  the  attack 
and  handing  over  the  advance  to  another  of  our 
Divisions,  as  well  as  to  Divisions  of  Cavalry, 
and  hundreds  of  Tanks,  which  poured  through 
for  miles." 

Early  in  September  he  was  in  England  on 
leave,  and  could  scarcely  have  more  than  got 
back  to  the  line  when,  in  that  wild  storm  of 
wind  and  rain  with  which  Nature  fittingly  ac- 
companied the  Third  Battle  of  Cambrai,  a  battle 
greater,  more  epoch-marking,  more  heroic  than 
that  in  which  gods  and  men  contended 

"Far  on  the  ringing  plains  of  windy  Troy," 

he  fell,  with  so  many  of  his  peers,  Schoolboys 
of  Yesterday,  fighting  grimly,  and  yet,  I  like  to 
think  joyously,  to  the  very  last. 

I  thank  God  that,  though  He  denied  the 
dearer  boon  for  which  I  prayed,  He  yet  granted, 
in  lieu  of  life,  so  glorious  a  death.  Not  for  a 
young,  heroic  soul  the  tame  and  quiet  passing 


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desired  by  an  old  Poet  who,  with  all  his 
strength  and  fineness,  was  scarcely  a  Combatant, 
and  never,  surely,  a  real  Boy.  Rather  the  death 
desired  by  another  Poet  who  was  "ever  a 
fighter,"  and,  even  in  old  age,  something  of  a 
real  Boy  still.  I  seem  to  hear  a  voice  from 
Marathon  and  from  the  market-place  of 
Athens.  It  is  the  voice  of  young  Pheidippides, 
the  runner,  the  soldier,  shouting  his  exultant 
Xaipere  VIKW/ACV  in  the  very  moment  of  a  death 
the  most  beautiful  surely,  with  the  One  Great 
Exception,  that  past  history  records.  And  now 
the  voice  changes  to  one  dearer  and  more 
familiar,  one  that  I  have  heard  on  many  a 
hard-fought  Rugby  field.  It  is  a  little  raucous, 
yet  it  makes  music  to  my  ear.  It  comes  from 
Bourlon  Wood  and  from  Cambrai.  It  uses  a 
language  less  melodious  but  not  less  virile  than 
the  ancient  Greek,  the  language  of  Britain  and 
of  Canada  and  of  that  America  of  which  Canada 
is  a  part.  It  is  the  voice  of  the  Schoolboy  in 
the  War,  shouting  as  exultantly  as  did  the 
young  Pheidippides,  but  with  an  added  note — 
"Rejoice,  we  are  victorious !  Oh,  Death,  where 
is  thy  sting?" 

Almost  at  the  moment  of  Alan's  death  came 
his  latest  photograph;  and,  sharing  as  I  do  that 
sweet  Celtic  fancy  that  wherever  one's  picture 
goes,  something  of  oneself  must  needs  go  with 
it,  I  feel  as  if  the  spirit  of  our  boy,  when  his 
body  was  struck  down,  winged  its  flight  back 


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to  the  Canada  that  he  loved  so  well.  Placed  be- 
side a  photograph  taken  just  before  he  went 
away,  it  makes  an  interesting  study.  Less  than 
three  years  separate  the  two  pictures,  but  they 
seem  at  least  a  decade  apart.  The  one  shows  a 
boyish  face,  eager,  wide-eyed,  wondering;  the 
other  the  face  of  a  man,  stronger,  sadder,  gentler. 
The  boy  is  ready  to  set  out  on  the  Great  Ad- 
venture; the  man  has  come  through  that  adven- 
ture, and  is  about  to  fare  forth  on  the  Greater 
Adventure  that  lies  ahead. 

Since  that  fateful  April  22,  1915,  and  most 
of  all  since  that  more  fateful  August  8,  1918,  a 
cloud,  growing  ever  larger  and  blacker,  has 
overspread  our  once  serene  Canadian  skies.  To 
none  of  us  can  life  ever  be  the  same  as  it  once 
was;  and  many  there  be  who  now  turn  longing 
eyes  towards  that  Land  of  Heart's  Desire  that 
lies,  we  hope,  beyond  the  setting  sun.  We  take 
comfort  in  the  thought  that  there  are  for  us  only 

"A  few  more  years  at  most,  and  then 
Life's   troubles   end   like   summer's   rain; 
The  pattering  on  the  leaves  will  cease, 
And  we  shall  meet  our  boy  again." 

If  only  some  more  daring  and  successful 
Columbus  could  voyage  forth  on  a  wide  Sea  of 
Discovery,  and,  returning,  link  this  little  planet 
up  forever  with  the  great  Spirit  World!  Per- 
haps the  lads  who  "go  west,"  these  young  Cap- 
tains Adventurous  of  ours,  do  return  to  visit 


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us  sometimes;  but  we,  earth-bound  creatures 
that  we  are,  do  not  hear  their  quiet  coming,  do 
not  rise  to  let  them  in.  That  is  a  delicate  fancy 
of  Barrie's  (the  middle  name  of  the  boy  of  whom 
I  have  been  writing  was  given  him  in  honour 
of  that  gentlest  and  truest  and  perhaps  pro- 
foundest  of  present-day  writers)  in  the  little 
play,  "A  Well-Remembered  Voice,"  in  which 
the  spirit  of  the  soldier-laddie  appears  not  to 
the  table-rappers,  but  to  an  unbeliever  in  such 
crude  devices,  the  boy's  father.  He  comes  not 
in  the  uncanny  fashion  familiar  to  us  in  the  old- 
time  ghost  stories,  but  in  a  dear  and  natural 
manner,  and  chats  in  the  old  boyish  way.  And, 
though  he  may  not  stay  long,  he  promises  to 
come  again  when  he  can  get  the  password — 
"Love  bade  me  welcome" — and  meantime  his 
father  must  be  brave  and  cheery. 

Yes,  though  the  laughter  has  died  out  of  our 
lives,  we  should  dishonour  our  beloved  dead  if 
we  did  not  try  to  emulate  their  marvellous 
courage  and  good  cheer.  We  must  "carry  on" 
as  best  we  may,  and  each  do  our  little  part  in 
the  reconstruction  of  a  world  that  has  been 
turned  topsy-turvy;  and  we  must  somehow  see 
to  it  that  neither  Caesar  nor  Demos  shall  hence- 
forth have  power  wantonly  to  destroy  the  fair 
handiwork  of  God  or  man.  We  shall  have  to 
recast  our  theology,  perhaps  after  the  manner 
suggested  by  the  clear-visioned  Student  in 
Arms.  But  we  cannot  lose  faith  in  the  human 


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or  the  divine;  for,  if  the  war  has  shown  the 
deviltry  to  which  man  may  descend,  the  School- 
boy in  the  War  has  shown  the  divinity  to  which 
he  may  attain.  Perhaps  the  world  is  on  the  back- 
ward swing  from  the  extreme  of  materialism  of 
which  German  science  has  been  the  exponent. 
Perhaps  we  are  on  the  eve  of  strange  and  new 
discoveries  in  the  world  of  thought — who 
knows?  At  any  rate  we  must  go  on,  patiently 
working  at  the  problems  of  this  mysterious  life 
of  ours,  and  hoping  against  hope  that  by  and 
by  the  light  will  break  in  upon  us,  and  that  we 
shall  at  last  understand,  and  in  our  understand- 
ing rejoice  and  be  exceeding  glad. 

NOTE 

The  chief  figure  in  the  foregoing  sketch  is  that  of 
Captain  Alan  Barrie  Duncan,  M.C.,  who  was  killed  in 
the  Battle  of  Cambrai,  Sept.  30,  1918.  Though  only 
twenty  years  of  age,  he  was  Second  in  Command  of 
his  Battalion  at  the  time.  He  was  the  last  original 
officer  of  this  famous  "Suicide  Battalion."  The  other 
persons  mentioned  are:  Capt.  George  O.  Hall;  Lieut. 
A.  Raymond  Minard;  Lieut.  Fleetwood  E.  Daniel; 
Lieut.  Harry  Saxon  Pell;  Capt.  Walter  McKenzie; 
Lieut.  Charles  H.  Sparrow;  Flight-Commander  Arnold 
J.  Chadwick,  D.S.C.;  Lieut.  A.  Douglas  Gray,  M.C.; 
Lieut.  H.  E.  Maxwell  Porter.  These  are  only  a  few 
of  the  many  young  heroes  whose  memory  I  should  like 
to  honour;  perhaps  that  privilege  may  one  day  be  mine, 
but  for  the  present  it  is  denied  me. 

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